Uncle was in a state this morning, because the new girl aka Redgirl aka TiltHead he had placed in the foster, has started to suckle other kittens in the house.

That means she should have a litter some where.

The foster said Uncle must find the kittens and return RedGirl to them.

Of course Uncle couldn't find any kittens after walking all over the neighbourhood blocks. I told him he has already done what he could, at least RedGirl was saved in time. He said RedGirl has been searching for something franctically as well a few days ago, walking from blocks to blocks, covering a great distance. Maybe she was searching for her babies too.

Later DogBoy said he saw RedGirl 6 months ago at the same block where I first saw her. He had the picture in his handphone. At that time she was still a kitten, and her head wasn't tilted then. We really don't know what had happened to this poor girl, except she was kicked out with her kittens after she gave birth.

Uncle said it might be the same person who abandoned BlindGirl when she was heavily pregnant that time, and we had to abort her. Luckily she recovered well enough.

RedGirl will be neutered in 2 months time, she is coping well at the foster.

May all the beans be happy, safe, wealthy and healthy this New Year.

May all the home and community kitties be free from rain, natural disasters, hunger, thirst, abuse, injuries, fleas, furballs, over grooming, pest control, AVA, all illnesses and selfish, small minded persons who cannot tolerate other non human living beings in their surroundings.

May all the cat food companies develop their products with ethics, quality and safety.

May all kitties have a vet who treats them with kindness, professionalism and ethics.

OK, good beans deserve good doctors too.

May the world has more kindness, compassion, peace and forgiveness to share.

May all the kitties have a place under the sun.

Chemo today. I went to work before that, because I slept badly, I was worried it would be mad house busy again, and it is last day for two kids so I spoke to them before I left, and tidied up loose ends before the New Year.

I think lots of places are closed today, as it was very very crowded everywhere last night, long queues at the ATM, lots of foreign workers loitering about. Whoever goes shopping today would be very brave.

My blood pressure was low again, but we went ahead with the chemo. I think the chemo nurses knew I hate needles, so they always tried to get the younger ones to poke me.

It was the usual wanting to pee, coldness, and drowsiness.

I was drifting in and out, and the nurses were talking about New Year eve lunch of pizza and stuffs.

It seemed like some patients' meds were not ready again, and the receptionist was very stressed.

Sister J picked me up, to meet Sister W and Sister P from Perth with baby Lala at home.

I had a latte, sandwich and muffin before falling asleep.

Sister P saw a glimpse of giant Spencer.

Baby Lala saw my bald head and started to gurgle, talk and laugh. She even wanted to roll with me on the bed. I am sure she think I am a huge baby like her. I am not very good with babies, and babies are scared of me, but Lala is highly sociable and interactive, vs her brother JD at the same age.

I hope she is not allergic to cats.

To forgive

To embrace

To have and to hold

To laugh

To love

To live

Even if it is for just one more day

Now he pees on the corridor.

And he chased Spencer this morning, making her spitting mad.

This pair of brothers is very troublesome.

He told me it was madhouse busy from 8am to 930am, just before I came back from blood test, which is pretty much the pattern this week, and may be next week too.

He admitted the kids did a super job at the back end.

Which was what I had been trying to tell him when he questioned me about the waiting time yesterday.

I didn't tell him I told you so, I just kept quiet.

I am glad that my kids are well trained, and they didn't fail me even when I was not around.

Uncle said the new girlcat was located this evening across the big road. She was fed and trapped easily.

There is one unneutered tom there, so girlcat will be neutered soon.

We are very relieved.

He throws up all over the corridor.

I am trying to get on with my life, I really can't afford to be angry with you when the year is ending so soon.

Slept badly.

Woke up many times. Nightmares.

Bodyache, headache.

I busted my guts skipped my meals pushed the team to the limit; encouraging, cajoling, threatening.

I ran in and out like a mad woman, jumping in every stations to help, non stop.

I made sure that the kids take their lunch breaks and don't stay back too late.

Even when I was hyperventilating and shaking at 5pm yesterday, all I was concerned about was to go out again and get the job done so that you could go home and rest.

So don't you dare come and ask me with that bland face, how come waiting time was not 100% today and could I give a reason why.

I don't make sacrifice for just anyone, I don't give in to just anyone, so don't you forget that.

Someone wrote in to compliment him on his service.

I alerted the heads and they emailed him as well.

He was so happy and bouncy for the whole day.

He is such a handsome cat.

Uncle helps to feed Mera too. He calls him Tiger.

The new cat was not seen again. Uncle was frantic, looking for her all over the places.

Spencer loves the sun.

The kitties are well.

There is a new cat as well, looks a bit like Abysynnian(?) but she has a crooked neck.

Uncle has arranged foe her to be neutered next week.

I am glad three of them saw each other and didn't fight this morning.

And Mayo stood aside when Mera was on his way down after an early dinner.