I will be the best looking patient there ever was, with bright colors, matching scarf and nailcolors.

I am getting more kindness and emotional support from strangers whom I had met everyday, than from you.

I was weak enough to be defeated by this.

But I will be strong. I will learn to live with it, live through it.

The loss is yours.

I am strong.

I am the best there is.

My job performance, clarity and speed when I was half sick after chemo, is already 100% better than all of you in robust health.

So don't you come and interfere with my job scope and management style, when I was the one who trained you an motivated you to be the way you are today.

He is OK, ate quite a bit from Uncle in the afternoon.

The rest of the kitties are well.

Pear and chocolate tart from Perla....they have a counter at TAK now!

It seemed to be the theme this year......curries for birthday.

Sister S cooked Thai green curry.......

which is this......

plus this.......

Uncle from work gave me a small tupperware of mutton curry, I think it was mutton from the korban........so kind of him. He was also the one who bought me a birthday cake on Thursday.

Gosford Park ( 2001 ) by Robert Altman.

I watched it a few years ago either on TV or on a cheap VCD, I have not forgotten it.

It was lovely.

The ear is healing very well.

He ate two cans for breakfast, and refused to go to sleep. I think he is bored with the cage already.

I released him since the weather is fine.

He feels heavier after 3 days in confinement.

Good old Spencer.

He has been to the vet, today.

He weighs a hefty 5.9kg!!!!

They cleaned up his ear, and gave him a jab, and passed to Uncle an antibiotic suspension, cleansing lotion and antibiotic powder.

I think I will just use the powder.

He has eaten 2 cans, and is resting well.

Sister S gave me a massage treat at Aramsa Spa at Bishan Park.

It really was great.

Hat is at home, because his ear is a mess.

Uncle said the pus burst a few days ago, and Hat's ear was all wet and messy.

The next day Uncle agreed to take Hat to vet.

We had made arrangements and everything, but Hat fought and escaped from the carrier.

Uncle tried 4 times, and each time Hat put up a good fight.

Finally Uncle gave up. Plus he was clawed many times as well.

Once Max had gone home and the cage was vacated, I went down to look for Hat and locked him in the cage as fast as I could.

I think he had been scratching his ear after Uncle put some antibiotic cream on it.

So far Hat is quiet, he just kicked the biscuit bowl and shredded the newspapers. He sleeps most of the time, and eats wet food with good appetite.

I didn't see him scratching his ear at all, and it is looking better, but I think it is best to get the vet to have a look at it tomorrow, maybe clean it up and give Hat an antibiotic injection at least.

I don't think Hat will allow us to put any cream on him, he snarls when he sees my hands near his ear.

She is really a cat spoilt rotten!!

Have to be strong.

Have to find a reason to live for.

At the end of the day, you are alone.

No one will help you.

I will be strong.

I will survive.